lyrics that probably fit me more than anything else written

"Why are you scared to dream of god
When it’s salvation that you want?
You see stars that clear have been dead for years
But the idea just lives on"

- "We Are Nowhere and It's Now", Bright Eyes

I've always believed in a higher power and that lack of control all us humans ultimately fear most about death and tragedy but I've rejected god all too often because of his/her's many worshippers that try all too often to control and brainwash man rather than teach the fundamentals of how we all could just get along wonderfully in this world if we just strived for oneness instead of OURness...